Note to myself: Be tolerate.

Sometimes I don't understand, is it me that can't control my emotions or someone is just too over? I don't know. But I have to admit that, somehow, a little jealousy is in me. Yes, because I am a cancer. And a cancer's is always very sensitive, emotional and easy to get jealous. That's just me. But I think if people can at least know what's their problems, I can feel better.

I'm staying at a different city now apart from my family. I know staying with friends are always harder than staying with family, because no one has the right to be tolerate with you. You have to know that, they're not your family, they might not accept you for who you are. So, you have to learn to control on your own emotions and take care of yourself. They're just your friends, not your family. Always remember that.

Tolerating is such a hard thing for me. I can be very tolerate sometimes, but when you crossed the line, I can say you better watch out. I don't know when will I burst and things will end up very bad, I bet. I am not that so kind people, I can be very mean and sarcastic too. If you're treating me good, I'll treat you better, and vice verse.

I can get mad very easily, but I just need someone to listen to me. I know if I've spilled it out I will feel better. That's me, after spilling everything out, everything's gonna be fine as usual. Think twice, I shouldn't be angry actually. *Apologizing in my heart* 

Problems still exist between us. In our heart we both know. I'm trying to work this out. I'm trying to fix the relation between us. I don't want end up we aren't friends anymore. Think, I still have two years to stay at here. I can't stay in an environment like this. But I actually hope we could be better. I know, it takes time to open someone's heart. I think I, myself need some time too. To forget and let go of everything that already happened. No point holding them. "Let go of the things that don't matter anymore, you don't need extra weight holding you down." 

I can do that for the past few months, I think I still can make it. Yes, I need to believe that I can. Perhaps I can just let everything out of sight, out of mind. That's what I did right. I can still do the same. I love this house, I love staying with them even there're some unhappiness happened here sometimes. But they're my housemates, my awesome & cute & funny housemates. Being tolerate only can make relations better, I always believe that.

The awesome housemates. :) (Pictures taken on Ku's Birthday.)

So, TungKaiYee please do remember this post. Hold back your anger. Hold back your emotions. I know my attitude is one of the problem too. Try to be good, okay? :) Everything just gonna be better.

BTW, I need to apologize to 'you' that giving you that name, talking bad about you. Truly sorry. We used to be best friend. I hope we will still be. :) 

26 November 2012.

So it's 26 November 2012, and it's YihSye's birthday! 

Happy 18th Birthday YihSye! It's your turn finally. HAHAHAHA. Remember the last year of today we were having SPM so no celebration. But this year, we've planned for you but you didn't able to make it. -.- Never mind, we can have it later. 

I think the time when we started to get close to each other was around this time? Hahaha. When we were having account tuition at EnLi's house, stay over night a

nd chat for whole night. That's when we start to get close. And we've spent almost whole Chinese New Year together this year. That was great. And, all of that was great. 

Great to have know you in my high-school's life. You're a good friend. And, thanks for something. You know what I mean, I guess. Hahaha. 

No cards anymore as I have made you one earlier in the year. Don't expect so much. :P 

Have a blast on your birthday! xoxo loves. 

Happy Birthday once again! ♥

(I actually wrote that in Facebook, and I just copy & paste cause I'm too lazy to think a new one. :P )

We don't have much pictures together so I can only found few which look better. Hehehe

Picture of us last year during Graduation Night. :)

First picture together after we went to cut our hair short together!

During my farewell dinner before I leave to Penang, and guess what,  you're in Penang now too. :P

Anyway, I watched Breaking Dawn Part 2 today. It was awesome! As I expected, it didn't disappointed me. :D I would like to watch that again. Hahaha. Oh yea. It's the 6th movie I've watched this month. Hahaha. As I've said at the beginning of the month, November is a movie month. And yes, it totally is. The list of the movies I've watched this month is: Skyfall, Paranormal Activities 4, Cold War, Pitch Perfect, My Dog Dou Dou & The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 2. 

I can say Pitch Perfect & Breaking Dawn are my favorite movies of the month and I'm so willing to watch it again if someone asked me to. Hahahaha. Paranormal Activities 4 is creepy! It caused me nightmare + insomnia. Urghhh. I SWEAR NO MORE HORROR MOVIE IN THE CINEMA NEXT TIME. 

December is coming soon. Which means..... Sales are coming!! OMG so excited to shop. Hahahaha. And Christmas! I want some plans for Christmas this year. Hehehe. I want to spend it with my girls. Hope it will be real. BUTT of course, we must see if 22nd December 2012 will be the end of the world, FIRST. If the world is going to end, what's the point of having plans? :'( Oh but no. I don't want the world to end. I still haven't been to Paris, I still haven't got myself a boyfriend who loves me a lot and I love him a lot, etc. I still have so much to do and I believe I won't die so soon. Hehehe. 

Hahahahaha. But I have some crazy idea. I want to find a boyfriend for a month, so that I won't die single. AND ALSO I would like to find a target and ask him, can you be my boyfriend if the world didn't end at 22 December 2012? Hahahahah. Crazy right? And I'm so bitch. Haha. Yes, I call myself bitch. ;D 

My current addiction will be Gossip Girl. It is really a very nice drama. And I love it. 

"And who am I? That's a secret that I'll never tell. Xoxo Gossip Girl." This phrase is like, I love it. Hahaha. And my life isn't going that well lately, will something. Anyway, I'm not going to talk about it today. Let's wait for it. ;) 

It's quite a long post for today. I think it's time for me to stop now. Ciao~ 

Let's see who's back. ;)

Hey everyone. Let's see who's back. Yea, it's me. :) I'm back to this blog. 

Oh poor little blog, I'm sorry I've dumped you for a year. I'm backed now. Don't you happy with it? ;) I know you do. 

I am going to make my blog alive. Let's wait for it. I'm going to design it again. Nyehehehe. 

I'm back, with a new identity, in a new country. Call me Kelxy. ;) 

Blog post is coming soon. 

Let's wait for it. :D 

You know you love me, xoxo.