Christmas ♥

I don't understand myself why I wanted to start writing my blog again since I am so lazy. Lol. To be honest, I am writing my blog not because I want to be famous blogger, but just want to keep some nice memories in my life as well as writing about what am I going through. Okay I should back to my topic. 

This year's Christmas Eve is no longer staying at house waiting for text messages / Facebook / Twitter, I have plans for my Christmas Eve with my girls and friends, which is a memorable night. Just like other teenagers nowadays, I went to House, a new music club in Ipoh. The environment not bad, quite nice. And the dance floor. Whoa. But their live band is not that good though. 

Erm, well, I am kinda drunk that night. Not very drunk but very wink. Hahaha. Then I went super high. Dancing & shouting. Okay enough of that. Not really much to tell, so pictures time! 

My favorite picture of the night. Hehehe. With my loves one, Mandy & Pei-Yen & Elaine. 

Party girls of the night! Tara, Elaine, Alexis, me, Pei-Yen & TsuPing. :)

Too lazy to upload pictures one by one so just combined them together.  :P

Mandy was supposed to party with us that night but due to some problems, she can't make it. But she still took some pictures with us so that it feels like she's with us. Hahaha. However, you know I always love you my Queen. We still have a lot of chances to celebrate, right? 

BTW, thanks Choy for escorting me the night. Even though you're drunk. But still, THANKS! 

Christmas was supposed to be merry and happy. There're a lot of things that happened on Christmas. I know you all will go through it. Everything will be alright, girls. You know who you are. ;) And, just remember, no matter what happened, you will still have us with you. :) 

On Christmas nothing much plans, just randomly went for panmee as brunch and movie. Here Comes The Boom, a comedy. Not bad. :) 

My addiction to Gossip Girl still haven't cured anyway. Hahaha. I have learnt the saddest sentence from there. 

Just because we can't be together doesn't mean I won't love you.

By Blair Waldorf to Chuck Bass. 

xoxo 

Study Break - Play Hard & Study Hard.

Hello blog. Sorry for dumping you for so long time. Was very busy with finals. 

So I've my study break started on 8th December. Didn't really hang out much because I've to force myself to stay at home to study and take care of my sisters since parents were going to ShangHai. But I still went out, I don't really remember where I went. Hahaha. Just briefly go through. 

9th December - Went to Jusco with Elaine & Choy for movie, My Sassy Husband. It was funny and touching though. Not bad. And, we went for sticker pictures which is so nicee! 

Have a look with it :)

This is my favorite one. :)

Christmas is comingg. Wheee.

Chu ~ :*

It's so pretty isn't it? :) 

And so we went for it the other day with PeiYen. Hahaha. 

I just upload a collage one because the original doesn't look so good. :P

13th December - A day with my two junior, PeiShan & ShyTeng to K-Box, Jusco.
Actually dated them at 2pm but ended up we went to Jusco at 3pm because I was late and so are they. Hahaha. Picked them up from Syuen Hotel before headed to Jusco. We were walking so meaningless at Jusco and because I wanted to sing K so badly so we went. hahaha. Poor Shy Teng, she didn't even sing a song!

Picture of the day. (: 

14th December - Movie day with my favorite girl NgaiChing :D 

Went to Daorae for lunch with her before movie at 2.30pm. We watched Life Of Pi, it's really a nice show. The scenery inside are so nice!! Worth watching. I wanted to watch again in 3D but stupid Ipoh doesn't has it. $^%^*))%#@$%^& 

Duhhhh. Just forget about it. 

My all time favorite girl, Ching :)

Then on 16th December, I went back to Penang for my finals for three days. The three days was suffering.
First day was having Introduction To Mass Communication, which the subject that I've put in most effort in it. And eventually, I think that is the subject I did best in finals. Lol. Hahaha. And everyone said it is the hardest subject in Diploma in Mass Communication. Well, it's not that bad actually.
Second subject was Sociology, the subject which almost killed me. I studied like hell and ended up I don't know what have I written in exam. Hahaha. I remembered that morning I went insane, super gan jeong. Physically gave up, mentally I felt I should study. And also felt like vomiting but very hungry. Role strain to the max I think. Hahaha.
Third as well as last subject. Basic News Reporting & Writing. I think that's the most sucks subject. What I studied didn't came out in exam, what I didn't study all came out. When I got the exam paper I was like wtf is this? And so do everyone.
Not gonna talk about this anymore since it's over. And I'm gonna enjoy sem break to the next!

It's long enough for today's. I'll continue the other day. Hehehe.
Because I need to watch Gossip Girl Season 4 now! ;P
Ciao ~

xoxo

Gathering with the high-school girls :)

Novermber 9th, 2012. 

It was a super late post which this happened almost a month ago. Hahaha. Whatever it is, those are the sweet memories that need to be remembered, so I'm blogging about this! 

We've planned this for weeks as this is not only a gathering but also birthday celebration for 4 girls which their birthday are just so near! And this almost make us, who are not having birthday in that month almost bankrupt. Hahaha. 

It was held at Good Times @ Greentown, yea, our tradition, Steamboat. :) My job of the day was asking Ellie out by telling her only me & PeiHua for her birthday, but by that time we reached she'll see everyone there. But our plans are so failed and at last we only get to surprised JeLyn. Hahahaha. MISSION FAILED.

Well, the only thing that didn't failed will be surprising EnLi & Kityi with their birthday gifts. I purposely put it inside the Sticky's paper bag to fool her. Of course she knew it is not Sticky, but she never thought it is a Charles & Keith's purse which this is very surprising. While for Kityi, because buying her a birthday present just so hard to think what should we buy. So we ended up buy her inner wear. Hahaha. We actually wants her to wear but unfortunately the size is too big. :P

Once we reached there, everyone's almost there except the planner, Pei-Yen who has lost herself for the whole day. Hahaha. She appeared around 9pm. Meeting up with your best friends is one of the best thing in life. We chatted & laughed & gossiped for the whole night like we used to be in high-school. Had so much fun eating with them. Those moments are the best time I ever had in my high-school life. Missing that so so much. 

These are the pictures taken on that night. :)

The birthday girls of the night!
*NyetTing, EnLi, Kityi & JeLyn*

The 5 Science 5's girls.
*KitMun, Yasmine, EnLi, TengFong, Mandy  & Me*
FYI. KItMun is not from our class.

EnLi the birthday girl which need to kiss everyone because of the surprise of her gifts. Hahaha. 

Kityi, another birthday girl on 5th November :)

Yasmine! Loving this picture of us the most. :)

PeiHua, the best girl of mine. :)

TengFong!

Pei-Yen, get closed with her only this year. Hahaha.

JeLyn is getting cuter & cuter. :3

Vivien. :)

KahMun, the girl who shared the same birthday with me. 

Girls from another class.
*Lilian, Kityi & JeLyn*

Ending ceremony by cutting the cake? hahaha

Group pictures! *Mandy went to hide because she doesn't want to take picture. 

And thenn, we took this picture for this purpose. 

The changes of us on 2011 & 2012. Loving this picture!

Didn't able to take a picture with my Queen, Mandy, because she refused to. I need to take more pictures with her when I next meet her. Nyehehehe.

Gathering like this should be held more. Waiting for the next gathering. 

Hoping for a gathering on Chinese New Year with the girls. 

xoxo 

My College Life.

 I've started my college life since April. I've studied for two semester already. Two more weeks will be my finals and semester 2 going to end. This is my first time blogging about my college life. I try to make it as short as possible. Hahaha. 

I am currently studying Diploma In Mass Communication in Han Chiang College, Penang. I came here with LeowWaiMun, Virginia, ManLing & KuLiHua. I came here instead of UTAR because of Leow. At first we were saying to go UTAR together but ended up we're here. She pulled me along and I pulled Virginia to come along. And so, we became housemates with Ku. Staying at outside instead of hostel because hostel just so sucks to us. Hmm. Okay. Not going to say about that. 

Everything just so good at the beginning, having lotsa fun when we first came here. The four of us, like a family. I can probably say there's something between us and I am not happy with it, but I'm not going to tell today. This is not a topic in this post. 

We are hanging around with this gang of crazy people. They're so crazy and funny. Hanging around with them in college is fun. Let's the pictures do the talking. :) 

First group picture. (Taken on Leow's birthday)
*ShuMin, Annie, Kathry, Pipi, Vionna, Suki, Chris (Not from college)
Virginia, Ku, Leow & Me*

Leow's birthday. One of my favorite photos of the day. :) 

My 18th birthday party with this bunch of people. :)
*HanQing, ZuanXhian, ShuMin. JunYang, Anderson, Leow, Me, HaiPin, Kiki, Virginia, Gan, YuHan*

HanQing, ZuanXhian & ShuMin. :) 

Second group picture! One of my favorite picture on GAA.
*JunYang, ShuMin, ZuanXhian, Ku, Kelvin, ChiaChie, Leow, Suki, Pipi, Virginia, Me, Vionna, MingLi*

Family photo 2! :) WIth the matching colour, Maroon & White. 

Chia Chie! A favorite girl of mine in college. She's fierce and she give me the feel like she's my sister.
Love her. :*

Angel & Kathry. Twitter companies. :D

First paloroid of us. Taken on Ku's birthday.

We celebrated everyone's birthday with some surprise. Hahaha. It  is like our tradition and I guess it gonna continue in the following years here. :)

My college life is indeed quite awesome with them people. :)


However, going to college doesn't mean getting away from my best friends from Ipoh. All the best friends are still important to me. As they're always my listeners.
Mandy & Joey are my all time listeners. I won't be Thank You enough them for listening to me all the time which I know I've always repeating the same thing again and again. Sorry I know sometimes I am just too annoying. But thanks for being there for me. :)
EnLi, PeiYen, PeiHua too. Listening to my complains maybe you just don't know what response you girls should give me. But still thank you for listening to me.
(I actually thought of uploading pictures of you girls but there's some problems can't upload. I'll do it in next post. Hehehe.)

Trust me, I miss my high-school life so much. Even though there are a lot of dramas happened, but that was the best time in my life. Where everything just peace and get to know who is your true friends around you. Crazy around with them girls are just good. I wish our friendship can go back to when we used to be but it seems so impossible.
I miss the girls in Ipoh and I can't wait to see them. One more week and I'll be back. Wait for me girls. I am coming back soonnnnnnn!

I'm not the kind of girl that easily open my heart to others. That's why I can only spill out my stuffs & unhappy things to the Ipoh girls. Thanks for always being there for me.
Million thank you to you girls. :)
Love you girls just so much.

Mind, can you rest?

Dear Mind, aren't you tired? It is like every day, every hour, every minute, every second, you don't tend to stop thinking. Think something bad, negative. Don't you know that this will be very tired? Tired, yet hurtful.

What I hate about myself most: over thinking. Over thinking just will ruined things. Keep thinking will just bring to the negative side, I know how negative thinking I have. Ended up I am just the only one who suffers the most. Because I think a lot, but I don't talk much. No one actually knows what is happening with me.

Dear Mind, can you please rest? Don't think so much anymore okay? I'll voice it out, soon. Because this really killing me. I can't take this anymore. Hiding, hiding and hiding. I don't know when am I gonna burst. Can you like think something positive?

Always the worst thing for me. 

Note to myself: Be tolerate.

Sometimes I don't understand, is it me that can't control my emotions or someone is just too over? I don't know. But I have to admit that, somehow, a little jealousy is in me. Yes, because I am a cancer. And a cancer's is always very sensitive, emotional and easy to get jealous. That's just me. But I think if people can at least know what's their problems, I can feel better.

I'm staying at a different city now apart from my family. I know staying with friends are always harder than staying with family, because no one has the right to be tolerate with you. You have to know that, they're not your family, they might not accept you for who you are. So, you have to learn to control on your own emotions and take care of yourself. They're just your friends, not your family. Always remember that.

Tolerating is such a hard thing for me. I can be very tolerate sometimes, but when you crossed the line, I can say you better watch out. I don't know when will I burst and things will end up very bad, I bet. I am not that so kind people, I can be very mean and sarcastic too. If you're treating me good, I'll treat you better, and vice verse.

I can get mad very easily, but I just need someone to listen to me. I know if I've spilled it out I will feel better. That's me, after spilling everything out, everything's gonna be fine as usual. Think twice, I shouldn't be angry actually. *Apologizing in my heart* 

Problems still exist between us. In our heart we both know. I'm trying to work this out. I'm trying to fix the relation between us. I don't want end up we aren't friends anymore. Think, I still have two years to stay at here. I can't stay in an environment like this. But I actually hope we could be better. I know, it takes time to open someone's heart. I think I, myself need some time too. To forget and let go of everything that already happened. No point holding them. "Let go of the things that don't matter anymore, you don't need extra weight holding you down." 

I can do that for the past few months, I think I still can make it. Yes, I need to believe that I can. Perhaps I can just let everything out of sight, out of mind. That's what I did right. I can still do the same. I love this house, I love staying with them even there're some unhappiness happened here sometimes. But they're my housemates, my awesome & cute & funny housemates. Being tolerate only can make relations better, I always believe that.

The awesome housemates. :) (Pictures taken on Ku's Birthday.)

So, TungKaiYee please do remember this post. Hold back your anger. Hold back your emotions. I know my attitude is one of the problem too. Try to be good, okay? :) Everything just gonna be better.

BTW, I need to apologize to 'you' that giving you that name, talking bad about you. Truly sorry. We used to be best friend. I hope we will still be. :) 

26 November 2012.

So it's 26 November 2012, and it's YihSye's birthday! 

Happy 18th Birthday YihSye! It's your turn finally. HAHAHAHA. Remember the last year of today we were having SPM so no celebration. But this year, we've planned for you but you didn't able to make it. -.- Never mind, we can have it later. 

I think the time when we started to get close to each other was around this time? Hahaha. When we were having account tuition at EnLi's house, stay over night a

nd chat for whole night. That's when we start to get close. And we've spent almost whole Chinese New Year together this year. That was great. And, all of that was great. 

Great to have know you in my high-school's life. You're a good friend. And, thanks for something. You know what I mean, I guess. Hahaha. 

No cards anymore as I have made you one earlier in the year. Don't expect so much. :P 

Have a blast on your birthday! xoxo loves. 

Happy Birthday once again! ♥

(I actually wrote that in Facebook, and I just copy & paste cause I'm too lazy to think a new one. :P )

We don't have much pictures together so I can only found few which look better. Hehehe

Picture of us last year during Graduation Night. :)

First picture together after we went to cut our hair short together!

During my farewell dinner before I leave to Penang, and guess what,  you're in Penang now too. :P

Anyway, I watched Breaking Dawn Part 2 today. It was awesome! As I expected, it didn't disappointed me. :D I would like to watch that again. Hahaha. Oh yea. It's the 6th movie I've watched this month. Hahaha. As I've said at the beginning of the month, November is a movie month. And yes, it totally is. The list of the movies I've watched this month is: Skyfall, Paranormal Activities 4, Cold War, Pitch Perfect, My Dog Dou Dou & The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 2. 

I can say Pitch Perfect & Breaking Dawn are my favorite movies of the month and I'm so willing to watch it again if someone asked me to. Hahahaha. Paranormal Activities 4 is creepy! It caused me nightmare + insomnia. Urghhh. I SWEAR NO MORE HORROR MOVIE IN THE CINEMA NEXT TIME. 

December is coming soon. Which means..... Sales are coming!! OMG so excited to shop. Hahahaha. And Christmas! I want some plans for Christmas this year. Hehehe. I want to spend it with my girls. Hope it will be real. BUTT of course, we must see if 22nd December 2012 will be the end of the world, FIRST. If the world is going to end, what's the point of having plans? :'( Oh but no. I don't want the world to end. I still haven't been to Paris, I still haven't got myself a boyfriend who loves me a lot and I love him a lot, etc. I still have so much to do and I believe I won't die so soon. Hehehe. 

Hahahahaha. But I have some crazy idea. I want to find a boyfriend for a month, so that I won't die single. AND ALSO I would like to find a target and ask him, can you be my boyfriend if the world didn't end at 22 December 2012? Hahahahah. Crazy right? And I'm so bitch. Haha. Yes, I call myself bitch. ;D 

My current addiction will be Gossip Girl. It is really a very nice drama. And I love it. 

"And who am I? That's a secret that I'll never tell. Xoxo Gossip Girl." This phrase is like, I love it. Hahaha. And my life isn't going that well lately, will something. Anyway, I'm not going to talk about it today. Let's wait for it. ;) 

It's quite a long post for today. I think it's time for me to stop now. Ciao~ 

Let's see who's back. ;)

Hey everyone. Let's see who's back. Yea, it's me. :) I'm back to this blog. 

Oh poor little blog, I'm sorry I've dumped you for a year. I'm backed now. Don't you happy with it? ;) I know you do. 

I am going to make my blog alive. Let's wait for it. I'm going to design it again. Nyehehehe. 

I'm back, with a new identity, in a new country. Call me Kelxy. ;) 

Blog post is coming soon. 

Let's wait for it. :D 

You know you love me, xoxo.