Goodbye, My Love.

It has been more than 10 months since I last write. The last time I wrote, I broke up. 

Then we got back together. This time, I am here again, because I broke up, AGAIN. 

It has been two months since I ended my relationship, I finally able to write about it now. 

I finally let go. Yes, it's time to let this toxic relationship go for good. 

"Aiya, you guys always on and off one la. Sure get back together one later." 

People have been telling me this when I told them I broke up again. This time, I prove to everyone, no more. It's really the end. 

Time heals everything, people said. 

I didn't believe it at first, I was in so much pain I thought I will never be okay again. My world collapsed, I collapsed when I finally realize we are never going back to each other anymore. I thought it's the end of the world, the end of MY WORLD. I was wrong. 

TIME HEALS EVERYTHING. 

Time heals all the pain I felt, all the angers I have in me towards the person. 

& now, I don't have much feelings anymore. Even when I received a message from him, even I talk about him, I don't feel anything anymore. 

People around me are happy that I am finally letting go this relationship. Yes, I knew how much they don't support this relationship. My family, my friends, all the people who care about me. I think they are really happy that I am awake now. 

I'm sorry for making you guys worry about me, I am fine now. :) 

Thank you for staying by my side through all these. 

I think, I am really letting go. It's not that hard as I thought. 

I can still live on my own. I can still live my life happily even without him. He is not the only happiness in my life. I have my family and friends by my side, who will always bring me happiness. 

There are so many good things in life waiting for me and I am going to experience that one by one. 

Let bygones be bygones. 

我若不坚强，谁替我勇敢。

该过去的，都过去了。

再见了，我两年的爱情。

谢谢你，出现在我的青春里。

教会我那些关于爱情的事。

Till then, 

xx

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