To the one who loves too much.

"It's okay to love too much. 

It's okay."

Love, is a very magical thing. 

You met someone, you started having feelings, you fell in love, and you cannot fall out of love. 

Your heart breaks, you tried to fix, you get tired, and finally you gave up. 

Until you met someone else again, and the cycle repeat again until you finally found someone who will walk through the end with you. 

It hurts, when you love too much and the other half isn't. 

You just keep trying and trying, hoping that one day he/she will finally realize and appreciate your love. 

Some are lucky when the love started being appreciated, some are not. 

When the love is not appreciated, and the person foresee all the things you have did for him/her. 

It hurts. 

It hurts as fuck!

I know how bad it feels but I also know how good it feels when he/she show a little bit of appreciation. 

A simple "I Love You" could mean so so much to someone who love you unconditionally, so why not say it just to make someone feels better? Why do you want to be so selfish?

But of course, mean it when you said it. 

In this century, saying "I Love You" seems to be so easy yet people still believe in such words. 

Okay, I know what I just write might be contradicting, but still action speaks louder than words. 

DO SOMETHING to show your love, to show your appreciation. 

A smile, a hug, is also a sign of showing your love and care.

Not everyone is materialistic, people who love you, just need your love and care. 

That's all we asked for. 

It's not hard, yet it's not easy to do it. 

All we need, is for our love to be appreciated. 

To the one who loves too much. 

It's okay. 

It's okay to love with all your heart. 

It's okay to do everything for the one you love. 

It's okay to love even when no one understands you. 

It's okay to love even it's not appreciated. 

You'll be hurt, you'll cry over it again and again. 

You'll have endless sleepless night thinking about it. 

But it's okay, your love will be appreciated by someone who worth it. 

Even if it takes time, even you will have to go through heart breaks.  

To the one who loves too much. 

Remember, you did not do anything wrong for loving too much. 

You just love too much, because you know how to appreciate. 

Someday, someone will appreciate you and love you the way you deserve, just like how you love him/her. 

不曾相見亦無可戀，

不曾相知亦無可思，

不曾相伴亦無可離，

不曾相惜亦無可憶，

不曾相愛亦無可棄，

不曾相對亦無可隨，

相見，不如不見.

I was watching Scarlet Heart and I came across this poet. It's just so beautiful yet so heart breaking. 

Scarlet Heart was okay but China version is so much better! 

Must watch! 

Till then, 

xx

❄

#GOMO : 2D1N Food Trip to KL

Since there were few days of continuous holiday for 5 days (I actually took one day unpaid leave to make it a long holiday), boyf and I decided to go Kuala Lumpur for some nice food. It was also my birthday on the previous day so I also called it as my birthday getaway. Hehehe. 

We depart early in the morning so that we can have brunch once we arrived. Not a breakfast person (at breakfast time) so once we woke up we departed. We arrived around 11am and we decided to go Pavilion area first as our check-in time is 2pm. 

First stop, Tous Les Jours. 

We have a quick breakfast there. I have to say their pastry are so so so awesome! I swear can have it everyday if the shop is just next to my house. 

Smoked Salmon & some Puff Pastry. 

We then headed to Pavilion to walk a while. I manage to got something from Innifree store (I guess its newly opened) and got a membership. I am always a fans of Korean Beauty / Skin Care Products especially Nature Republic and Innisfree is my new favorite. 

Tips: All you need is to purchase anything from the store and you can signup for membership. Purchase up to RM30 and they will give you a free gift. Find out more from their Facebook Page! 

Benefit of being an Innisfree member. This is from the email I get after I signed up. 

At about 1pm, we left Pavilion to go to Bandar Sunway to check-in to our hotel. Our stay was at Time Hotel Bandar Sunway. Don't expect too much as it is a budget hotel and it was good enough for one-night-stay. You can consider this hotel if you are planning to go KL for a budget short trip.

After check-in and left our luggage in our room, we checked-in at Sunway Pyramid! The first thing I wanted to do was to find llao llao. If you are a fans of Froyo, this is like the best among all I've tried! There was really long queue at the stall but it's worth the wait. Hehe. 

Signature.

After some shopping session, we are quite hungry as we only have brunch earlier without proper meal. So we left to Mont Kiara for dinner. Guess what's for dinner? 

Taa-daaaa !! 

GOGI KING 

There were so many people sharing about this Korean BBQ Restaurant because of the cheeseeee BBQ. We were lucky to be there at around 6+, there was only 2-3 tables left. We managed to grab a seat by the time we arrived. A while later, the restaurant was fully seated and there were people queuing for a table outside. 

I am not going to explain much, so let the pictures do the talking! 

Excited face! Can't wait to feast! 

Soju - RM 18.00 each

Cheers ! 

Kimchi Stew - RM 20.00

Dinner is served! 

Two kinds of meat + Octopus - RM 65.00

Look at the cheeseeeee!
Extra Cheese - RM 8.00

The night was still young after dinner. Our last destination was the famous tourist spot - Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre (KLCC). 

We got no idea why we went there but we just went. We watched the fountain show like the rest of the tourists. 

We also found Godiva for their signature ice-cream! It was so so so good despite it's expensive price. It's so worth the price seriously. The ice-cream is soooo smooth, so much better than any ice-cream I've had. 

We took about an hour plus to travel back to hotel because we were lost. It was a really tiring day. So I need to sleep until I automatically wake up the next day. It's a relaxing trip, not any trip that you have to follow up with schedule. So, it's okay to sleep as much as you want.  

Day 2. 

Woke up by boyf because we need to check-out at 11am. So we prepared and left for brunch at Publika. My friend recommended to try out Red Beanbag. Unfortunately, it was closed for several days. We ended up went to Fahrenheit 600°. I like the environment there, so cozy so comfortable. 

They serve good coffee and chocolate. I ordered Chocolate and boyf ordered Mocha. The chocolate is so rich and it's not too sweet. The breakfast are good too. I loveeee breakfast like this. I can eat breakfast at dinner time. It would be so good to have restaurant/cafes to serve breakfast 24 hours. I will love the restaurant/cafes.

Hot Chocolate

Mocha with a description card. 

Smoked salmon with avocado spread.
(I forgot the name and price) 

Breakfast which I forgot the name and price.

Boyf took so many nice pictures for me. I have to highlight this cause he always take ugly photos of me. Big applause for BB this time! Hehe 

@ Flirting Point 

Big love to this picture! 

We went to Mid Valley after that and we couldn't eat anything more as we were still full from brunch. 

Last stop - Tous Les Jours @ Empire Damansara Mall. 

Yes, we were back at this cafe again because we needed to grab a quick bite before we left for Ipoh, just in case we are hungry on the way back. 

Secretly hoping that it will have a branch in Ipoh so I can visit it all the time. 

The blueberry with cream cheese pastry is my favorite! 

Goodbye KL! Goodbye Holiday! 

There end my short getaway food trip to KL! 

In case you are wondering what is GOMO, it means "Going Out More Often". It's about to move away from materialism, and towards more experientialism! 

People nowadays seems to prefer to stay at home watch dramas, Netflix, Chill etc instead of going out. 

If going for an oversea trip is too pricey for you, why not choose a short trip to the state nearby? It could be a good idea for a relaxing weekend to spend with your friends, family and loved one too. ;) 

Lastly, hope you enjoyed this short video of my trip! 

Thanks to my best friend who edited this for me! 

Till then, 

xx

❄

那些BB为我做的小事 ❤

几天前就好想要写这篇文章了，可是却一直拖一直拖........ 

还记得上个星期我来月经，好不舒服，女生都知道的，那种痛苦。就跟BB撒娇了。晚上的时候，他突然跟我说过来找我。我心想，你到底怎么啦，我不舒服 还要我到处去。结果一上车，他就递给我一个水瓶。是他亲手煲的红枣茶。那一刻，好感动。他说：我放工回到家就立刻冲凉吃饭，煲好了就拿来给你了。他还带我去Starbucks喝热可可让我暖肚子。

那一天，我真的好感动。心里在想，我到底做了什么好事，能有一个那么疼爱我的男朋友。那一刻，真的好想跟他说，BB我爱死你了❤ 

就是这样，我决定了要写一篇blog去记住所有BB为我做的小事 ❤ 

P/S: 以下内容，会甜到腻噢! 

1. 我很爱撒娇。我喜欢他抱着我睡，不然就会失眠了。虽然每一次都说手很酸，但是总是会抱着我、让我枕着到我睡着了才把手松开。早上起来的时候，也会抱抱我。有一次我没有跟他一起睡，做噩梦了，他就跟我说：别去记着，就没事了。有我抱着你睡，你就可以安心的睡了。

"睡前吻你，半夜抱你，醒来有你" -- 这种就是我想要的简单的幸福。

2.  每个星期日，他总会比我早起，给我做早餐，然后把我叫醒。最幸福的事，莫过于醒来就有早餐吃。虽然他每次都说我不给他做早餐，但是他每次都比我早起啊。好吧，答应你，我一定会给你做早餐的啦。（我做过一次，他却一直嫌弃!) 

3. 有一次，他要早起出门，而我就在家睡到自然醒等他回来。睡到朦朦胧胧中，听到有声音，就睁开眼看看。结果看他用手机的电筒在找东西。问他为什么不开灯就说没关系。结果不久后又让我看到一次他不开灯换衣，因为我在睡。那一刻我就知道，他应该是不要弄醒我所以不开灯。因为每一次他开灯我就会起身了。*我真的觉得你很可爱* 

4. 他很喜欢逗我。我想，弄我生气应该是他的乐趣。他总是喜欢跟我说，“我跟别的女生出去噢。我吃了那个再跟你说好不好吃，不好吃就不用带你去了。” 可是，最后那个“别的女生”总是我。但是我依然每次都会生气，然后又哭笑不得。真的好白痴。 

5. 我吃东西超慢。是超。级。慢。可是他每次都会看着我，等我吃完。好喜欢他看着我的眼神。看着我，微笑。说我为什么吃那么慢，又吃那么少，像小猫吃东西那样，下次给你吃猫粮就好了。他看着我的眼神，有着满满的爱意，好喜欢。 

6. 他总说我是他的小猫。他喜欢像摸小猫那样摸我的下巴。我好喜欢他在驾车的时候牵着我的手，有时候还会用他大大的手掌，包着我那小小的脸颊。大手牵小手，就是温暖 ❤

7. 他曾说过一个故事：一个男人给你1,000，你觉得很开心 觉得他愿意花钱在你身上。另一个男人，只可以给你90，你嫌弃他不爱你、不肯花钱在你身上。但是你不知道，第一个男人他有10,000，却只给了你1/10；而第二个男人，他只有100，却把9/10都给你了。谁才是爱你的那个？ 第二个男人，把他所能给你都给你了，你却不会珍惜。

而他，就是第二种男人。BB, 我很珍惜你，我知道你对我的好我的付出，我要求不多，只要你在我身边就好了 ❤ 

8. 以前他都不陪我拍大头贴。可是他竟然跟我拍大头贴了！他跟我拍大头贴了！他跟我拍大头贴了！*重要的事要说3遍！* 我很开心，真的很开心。他说我热爱那个照片。对啊，情侣就是要拍大头贴的。#RelationshipGoal 我还把照片放手机wallpaper了，你就知道我多喜欢。

他放了两个蜜蜂，因为 甜蜜蜜 ❤

9. 或许我在外面本来没有很坚强，但是我在他面前，就真的真的很懦弱。记得上次我遇到了一些事情，受了委屈，在朋友面前不停的骂，很生气；结果我一见到他，眼泪就不争气的不停的掉。我也不懂为什么会这样明明就很生气啊。他说：“你看到我，要嗲我，要撒娇就哭了。没关系啦，这里是你的小暖窝，有什么事，就到我这里来哭，有我在。” 

我觉得，全世界最温暖，最感动的一句话就是 “有我在”。每一次他说，我都会感动得掉眼泪。当我哭了，他就会放下手上的东西，抱着我，对我说有他在。 

10. 如果要用几个字形容他对我的爱，那一定会是：满嘴的嫌弃，满满的爱。 

他总是嫌弃我，说我不美，没身材（要借用周冬雨的台词了，我22岁，却有着12岁的身材），说我头发臭臭的（因为我没洗头，但是就算我洗了他还是说臭！明明就没有！），又笨笨的。好多嫌弃的话。可是我知道他是爱我的，跟我逗着玩。如果我真的那么的差，为什么你还爱我？

记得他说过，如果不要你，早就不要你了。现在还是在你身边，因为我懂你的好 ❤ 

11. 我喜欢躺在沙发看戏，躺在床上玩电话，他总是会骂我。因为他说这样对眼睛不好，对腰骨也不好。要坐着，不可以躺着。

喜欢你关心着我 ❤ 

12. 女生的天性就是喜欢买这个买那个。他就会劝我不要买那么多，要把钱存起来。再加上我现在失业了，更不应该乱花钱。

喜欢你管着我 ❤ 

13. 我喜欢吃零食，他总不让我买。说对身体没有营养，而且浪费钱。虽然这样说啦，可是他有时候还是会买给我吃。尤其是会买薯条给我吃！还会亲自炸给我吃。因为我大爱薯条！有好几次，半夜了还带我去McDonald吃薯条。我们也好喜欢去McDonald 约会。 有一次我饿了，他还在半夜1点给我煮泡面，陪我吃完才睡觉。

记得的暂时是这么多了，应该不止吧。可是这样我已经觉得很幸福了。能够拥有一个在你说一声“想你” 就出现在你面前的人，我已经很知足了。

我不需要轰轰烈烈的爱情，我要的是这些简简单单的幸福。

别人说，一个男人爱你的最高境界就是把你当女儿养。我已经找到了，我不想失去，我一直都好好珍惜着这么一个你。可能有时候，一直照顾着我很累，那没关系，你累了就换我照顾你。爱情就是要两个人去努力，去经营，去建立，去迁就，去忍让，才可以一直幸福的走下去。

我永远都那么爱你
只要你一直爱我，我必定不离不弃 ❤  

Till then, 

xx

❄

Love of my life.

I have always been saying I want to update my blog, but never have a time I really came to update. Today I finally decided to write something. :) 

I met him in October 2014, we were just colleague and he started asking me out to drink after work. Others were always teasing him ask him to get me to be his girlfriend. Weeks later, he started telling me that he likes me. That time I was thinking, impossible, we just met like less than a month. How can this happen? But, nothing is impossible right? 

 ❄ 24th December 2014, we officially dating each other - on Christmas Eve, my all-time favourite season of the year. 

First Valentine's '15. 

Today, we've been together for 14 months. We have been through ups & downs, break-ups, arguments and of course, getting back together. I always believe that if two people are meant to be together, no matter when, they will get back together eventually. & we are really meant to be together. There are like so many reasons that make me believe that we are fated for each other.

I am always a very naive person who believes in Horoscope, Zodiac and all these things. Our Horoscopes show that we are perfect for each other and even Zodiac show the same. Other than that, he let me played one test before which one question no one able to get it right, but I did it right for the both of us. Maybe you'll think that I am very stupid to believe all these, but to me, we are just fated. ❤

First Penang Trip. 

All-time favourite picture of us. 

In other people's eyes, he might not be the best for me because of the arguments and break ups we have went through. But to me, he is the love of my life who I will never give up on. I have never felt this blessed before to have him in my life. He has never failed to make me feel like his princess. I am always his princess, and forever will be ❤

He is the boyfriend that will make me breakfast on Sunday, take care of me when I am sick, forever my movie partner, bringing me around, etc. As a 吃货, he always say just bring me to eat nice food when I am mad then I will be alright. Hahaha. He feels more than a boyfriend, like a family sometimes, like a best friend sometimes. He will always listen to me whenever I feel upset and he will tell me, "don't worry la, you have me now." This sentence, never failed to make me tears. :') 

Teluk Batik Day Trip. 

Man who cooks ❤

Breakfast by him. 

Picnic - Food prepare by bae ❤

Birthday Trip to KL.

First Couple Tee.

大手牵小手

宝贝，你是我最想留住的小幸运 ❤

I just want to hold your hand for the rest of my life. 

Love you to the moon and back, bb ❤

Till then, 

xx

❄